my valentines.. so bad!..

gosh, wat a day 4 me yesterday.. super malas n naman ang valentines day k.. damn day! oh yeah, i freaked out agen.. pano b nMn kc, my car zajh had terrible scratches at the bumper area.. how i wish, i had the premunition dat il be having a car accident.. e d sana nagcommute nlng aq, at hnd ginamit car k.. leche tlg!.. asar!.. wats wd valentines day b at lage minamalas c zajh?.. if u happen to remember guys, last yir valentines day din when zajh encountered a dent sa back passenger door.. and
now, terrible scartches nMn at the bumper area.. OMG tlg! imagine, 2 cnsecutive yirs of valentines day??? hay, super malas tlg.. now i know,, i shud not use zajh on valentines day.. kalungkot nMn un, vday n vday wala aq gamit na kotse.. nMn kc eh.. hmpf.. and dhil pa2gawa k c zajh ulit, eh aun d na 2loi aq maka2sama sa bora event nMn nxt wik..ngback out nko.. excited p man din aq.. post valentines celeb sana nMn nina lee un and pre summer outing n rin.. hay, badtrip tlg.. xempre, mas priority k c zajh so mas dapat mapunta ung budget n un s pagpa2gawa kay zajh kesa s pagbo2ra k.. hay, pero sayang tlg.. planado p nMn din na un, bought new swimsuits n 4 dat lakad p nMn din..hay! iniicp k nlng there's always a nxt tym 4 bora events.. d man aq
maka2sama nxt wik s bora, eh 4 sure may mas big event pko n mapu2ntahan.. how i wish db.. pro gnun tlg, mnsan u have to do a little sacrifice..so i sacrificed my bora outing 4 zajh.. gnun k ka-priority c zajh.. luvs k c zajh eh.. pero super nalu2ngkot
aq ngyn n hnd aq mka2sama sa bora.. sum1 told me, na pde p nMn aq sumama.. dmi kc expenses ngyn, so very tight tlg ang budget k.. since hnd k nbudgetan c zajh dhil d k alm na mangya2re un, kaya ung budget na suppossedly pang bora k, eh kay zajh na mpu2nta ngyn.. bkt hnd aq manghingi ng money s parents k?? para dw hnd masacrifice pagbo2ra k.. as much as i wanted kc, gusto k sariling pera k pang gastos k.. dats y i never asked my parents 'bout money matters na.. alam k pde aq manghingi, and alm k super dali lng manghingi sknla lalo na aq ang manghi2ngi.. BUT i chose not to.. evr since i started working, hnd nko umasa sknla financially.. gusto k mgng independent s bagay n un.. sbe nung kilala k ang pride k dw tlg.. i don't think mapride aq dhil dun.. yep, aminado aq ma-pride aq s ibang bagay.. pero s bgay n un na hnd paghingi ng money s parents k, i don't think na mapride aq nun.. gusto k lng mgng independent financially.. and besides im working, so dapat sagot k na lahat ng luho, lakad at expenses k s buhay k.. do u get wat i mean?? whew, i hope so.. kanya-kanyang point of view lng yan, and un ang perception k s life k regarding dat stuff.. =)
..guys, i hope u had a wonderful hearts day at hnd 2lad k na minalas c zajh.. actually, in general.. maganda nMn ngng outcome ng hearts day k.. i found out na marami tlgng pipol ang luv aq, including my clients.. dme ngtxt, ngwori at ung iba napa-col p juz to check if im okei.. and dats the most impt thing, knowing na marami nagma2hal skin at may concern skin.. super slmt tlg.. its gud to know na my clients aren't juz clients, but they're also my good friends.. its gud to feel dat way.. =) seeing things in a positive way.. =)