are you still ON THE SIDE OF ME???

I'm not the easiest person to love
I'm often the one who lets things go unresolved

Yet you choose to be
on the side of me
on the side of me
Yet you choose to be
on the side of me
on the side of me

I'm not too proud of some things
I've done in my life
The skeletons in my closet
Are too big for me to hide

Yet you choose to be
on the side of me
on the side of me
Blessed Charity
You're on the side of me
on the side of me

'Cause everyone needs a friend to hold
when it's cold outside
and there's no place to go
Everyone needs a friend to hold
all alone I cried
there was no place to go
I remember when nobody cared
but you

I'm not the easiest person to love
But you, you've opened your heart to show me what I'm worth

'Cause you choose to be
on the side of me
on the side of me
What a mystery
You're on the side of me
on the side of me

'Cause everyone needs a friend to hold
when it's cold outside
and there's no place to go
Everyone needs a friend to hold
all alone I cried
there was no place to go

I remember when nobody cared
I remember when nobody cared
Nobody cared
But you

Yeah you choose to be
on the side of me
on the side of me

>> i happened to hear this song last year, around august or september if i can remember it right.. and downloaded it then from limewire.. :)
and now, i frequently hear it being played on some radio stations..
haaay.. this song really reminds me of someone then.. after all that happened last year then hearing this song after a month or so.. and then hearing it again now on some radio stations.. whew ano b?? one year na rin pla ang naka2raan.. tama bng maalala k pa na mag one year na rin pla since nangyari un..
i was on my way to cabanatuan yesterday, when all of a sudden 'this song' played on the radio station i was tuned in, made me cry for remembering it again.. kainis!
i hate the feeling when you remember something you really don't want to remember na.. ung feeling na you wanted to bury it na coz it's not healthy na marember pa.. but suddenly, just for some thing unexpected you'd again remember it.. ang hirap ng gnun db?.. this person happened to know everything 'bout me.. my ups & downs.. my actual emotions on a particular day, if im happy or sad.. i can say everything then alam na alam nia.. but for some things na really unexpected na mangyare.. everything nagbago.. as in everything..
yeah, 'a friend will always be a friend'.. pero ang hirap ibalik if sadyang meron na tlgng nabuong scar.. kahit na sabihin pa nating okei na ang lahat, still there's a part of me saying to back off.. parang ang hirap ibalik nung dati.. hnd k alam kng kaya k pa ba.. hndi k alm kng kelan gagaan e2ng nara2mdaman k.. basta i just hope everything will be fine.. but still, i miss the old times.. i miss it a lot.. :( i miss this friend a lot.....