Milk and Toast and Honey by Roxette

Milk and toast and honey make it sunny on a rainy Saturday, he-he-hey
Milk and toast, some coffee take the stuffiness out of days you hate, you really hate
Slow morning news pass me by
I try not to analyze but didn't he blow my mind this time
Didn't he blow my mind?

(Here he comes)
To bring a little lovin', honey
To take away the hurt inside
Is everything that matters to me
Is everything I want in life

Milk and toast and honey
Ain't it funny how things sometimes look so clear and feel so near
The dreams I dream, my favourite wishful thinkin'
Oh, he's bookmarked everywhere, everywhere
True love might fall from the sky
You never know what to find but didn't he blow my mind this time
Didn't he blow my mind?

(Here he comes)
To bring a little lovin', honey
To take away the pain inside
Is everything that matters to me
Is everything I want from life

Oh lay a little lovin', honey
To feel you're gettin' close to me
Is everything that matters to me
Is everywhere I wanna be....

FULL Tank MATTERS!!! :)

for the past weeks, me too felt the sudden fuel price increase.. argh! dis past few weeks (3 weeks i think), i never had the chance to go to a gasoline station for zajh's FULL Tank.. minsan pa2gas k xa 500, 800, 1000 or 1500php and the minimum is 300,, and NEVER a FULL tank for the past 3 weeks.. :( i remember the days 2loi when i was in grade school and high school, kahit magpa-gas lng cna mommy ng 100 or 200php eh okei na.. super layo na ng mapu2ntahan namin.. but nowadays dat is never applicable, kng magpa2-gas k ng 100 or 200php ngayon eh sandali lng at EMPTY ka na ulet.. grabe! hirap tlg ng life ngayon.. and dahil ilang weeks din akong hnd nkapag full tank, i thought of having zajh a FULL tank right now.. yipeee.. :) if ever cgro ngsa2lita ang kotse k, eh super happy and nagpa2salamat cgro xa ngyn sa gnawa k.. haha.. :D
i am now reviving my habit of having zajh a full tank every start of the week.. para khit every start ng week eh maramdaman kong FULL tank xa.. haha.. :D and dat is a 'promise'!.. so to start my promise... here's a captured pic, proof na FULL Tank c zajh for the start of dis week.. hmmmm, i think zajh is now ready to go to Cabanatuan for this week.. :)

Who Am I by Casting Crowns

>> i love this song, so true about us.. For if we are so broken, still God accepts us. When the praises go up, all the blessings come down! Also, nothing can be more overwhelming than knowing that our God did everything for us.. So why should we fear?? Folks, please be reminded that when we feel so abandoned and helpless, let us call upon His name.. Believe that God could do beyond our expectations.

>> Listen to the message of this song.. and find time to reflect on your life.. May this song draw you closer to the Lord our God.. :)




Who Am I?
That the Lord of all the earth,
Would care to know my name,
Would care to feel my hurt.
Who am I?
That the bright and morning star,
Would choose to light the way,
For my ever wandering heart.

Bridge:
Not because of who I am,
But because of what you've done.
Not because of what I've done,
But because of who you are.

Chorus:
I am a flower quickly fading,
Here today and gone tomorrow,
A wave tossed in the ocean,
A vapor in the wind.
Still you hear me when I'm calling,
Lord, you catch me when I'm falling,
And you've told me who I am.
I am yours.
I am yours.

Who am I?
That the eyes that see my sin
Would look on me with love
And watch me rise again.
Who am I?
That the voice that calmed the sea,
Would call out through the rain,
And calm the storm in me.

Not because of who I am,
But because of what you've done.
Not because of what I've done,
But because of who you are.


I am a flower quickly fading,
Here today and gone tomorrow,
A wave tossed in the ocean,
A vapor in the wind.
Still you hear me when I'm calling,
Lord, you catch me when I'm falling,
And you've told me who I am.
I am yours.

Not because of who I am,
But because of what you've done.
Not because of what I've done,
But because of who you are.


I am a flower quickly fading,
Here today and gone tomorrow,
A wave tossed in the ocean,
A vapor in the wind.
Still you hear me when I'm calling,
Lord, you catch me when I'm falling,
And you've told me who I am.
I am yours.
I am yours.

I am yours.

Whom shall I fear?
Whom shall I fear?
'Cause I am yours.
I am yours...

due to insistent public demand.. :)

today is sunday and because im not totally loaded with lectures this coming week.. i decided to do my friends' favor.. and what's that all 'bout?.. to burn them with mp3 discs.. :) ang tagal k n kasing utang sakanila un.. imagine 5 peeps ang nagpa2burn skn and each person 3cds ang gustong compilation.. whew! ang bisyo nila noh.. hehe, wala nMn aq mag2awa kc lahat un mga friends k and d aq maka2tanggi sknla, kc evrytym na sa2kay cla s kotse k.. iba2ng music ang mga nari2nig nila.. that's why gusto nila,
they all have copies ng new songs na meron aq.. :) plus ung mga pinapadownload nila eh sinasama k n rin.. :) madali lng nMn magburn db, ang naka2hilo lng eh ung pagco2mpile depending s mga songs na gusto nila and pagla2gay nun per folder..hehe.. tpos 5 persons p un.. o db? kaloka.. :))
wala tlg aq mgawa ngyn, kaya pagbi2gyan k na ang munting favor nila..hehe.. plus the fact na mejo tinatamad din aq mag-aral ngayn..hehehe.. buti nlng at all day lng aq d2 s haus.. swerte nila tlg.. hehe.. :p
wala lng tlg aq magawa kaya napablog lng.. d n maxado updated 2ng blog ko with events..hehe.. la ng time for blogging eh.. sad! :(

>> a must: try to read, absorb and comprehend.. :)

Before, hinahabol kita pero di mo ako pinapansin. Tapos isang araw nawala ako, hinanap mo ako at tinanong, "Bakit ka nagsawa?" Ngumiti ako, "Hindi ako nagsawa. Natauhan lang."
Pwede mo kong lokohin pero wag kang magpapahuli sakin.
Pwede mo kong palitan pero siguraduhin mong mas mahal mo siya sakin.
Pwede mo kong iwan pero siguraduhin mong kaya mo.
Kasi pag ako sobrang nasaktan, wala ka nang babalikan.

Ang Boys? Pag trip ka, magpapakilala.
Kaibigan kuno hanggang pumorma na.
Tapos pag nahulog ka na, ayun, goodbye na dahil sawa na sila.
Pero dapat walang iiyak at smile lang tayo.
Punyeta, anong silbi ng KARMA??..

I fell in love and got hurt but I didn't shed too much tears nor did I ask him to love me again. Instead, I stood up proudly and said, "Ganyan talaga ang magaganda!
Hindi bagay sa tanga!"
Simple lang para hindi ka masaktan. Kapag minahal ka, mahalin mo din. Kapag ginago ka, gaguhin mo rin! Pero kapag umiyak ka, tanga ka! Ginago ka na nga, iiyakan mo pa?..

Pag iniwan ka ng mahal mo, wag mo siyang sisihin! Kausapin mo siya ng harap-harapan at sabihin mong, "Ingat, tanga ka pa naman!"

Masakit pag iniwan ka ng mahal mo. Pero wag kang magagalit ng husto.
Kahit papano may pinagsamahan naman kayo, diba?
Kaya for the last time yakapin mo siya at ibulong mo, "Gago, kukulamin kita!
hahaha...

Girls, talo daw kayo sa mga boys? Papayag kayo? Sige, pag niligawan tayo, sagot agad.
Pag iniwan tayo? Ok lang. Kapag sinabi nilang, "Uy, EX ko." Alam niyo sagot diyan? "Ay, ambisyoso."

If the one you love doesn't love you back, don't get depressed. Just think about it for a while, maybe cry a bit then wipe your tears and say, "Ang weird naman niya. Di siya pumapatol sa magaganda!"

You only got one life so live it well., one heart so take good care, one soul so keep it pure. One boyfriend? What a waste! Make it two or more! Sayang ganda natin noh!!!

Pag sinabi sa iyo ng mahal mo na ayaw na niya sa iyo, hayaan mo lang. Wag kang iiyak at magpapakagago! Imbis na iyakan mo siya, ngitian mo lang at sabihin mo ang ganito, "So, paano? Bye na! Naghihintay na ang kapalit mo!"

Who cares about break-ups? Oo nga, masakit. Makirot sa puso. Pero tandaan mo: a break-up isn't only an end to a relationship. It's also a beginning of a new one and an end to a living hell called "EX". Di b?..

..Words to Ponder.. :)

Surround yourself with love. Though this may seem to you the most impossible emotion to experience in the first stages following a separation, it is to become your course of action when you realize that love is the key to your control of self and to the door that is opening towards your new reality. Love is what brought you into your relationship and love is the power that will lead you to the meaningful resolution of your situation.

This decision to love must first take effect with reference to yourself and to the person from whom you are separating. You must love yourself for those qualities which brought you into the realm of that other person: your willingness to give of yourself and to take the risk of being hurt. And to love the other person in spite of the pain you are feeling is to allow that person the same freedom you will both need in order to move on. Love is a force that renews us and prepares us for tomorrow. Hatred is a shackle that keeps us tied to the past. Drop the shackles!

The one from whom you have separated will not soon be forgotten, though great distances may separate the two of you. Give the memory of that person the chance to help you by insisting on remembering the beautiful experiences that united you. The painful ones which separated you will need no coaxing from the memory. Turn your anger into love. Take the qualities you found in the other person and develop them in yourself, use them as a way of better experiencing your love for all the others who are important in your life. After all, those were qualities which brought you into love and they are no less worthy today.

Love has no guilt and no boundaries. In fact, it has no definition. Yes, it is the force which takes us out of ourselves so that we may share ourselves with others. Yet it is also the force that leads us into ourselves, so that we may understand and prepare ourselves for the act of giving. You cannot resolve the bitterness and pain of the separation you are experiencing by continuing to dwell on these feelings. Come alive with the force which is the essence of life itself. You are leaving one relationship, one stop in your journey. There is still a path before you. Walk in love.

are you still ON THE SIDE OF ME???

I'm not the easiest person to love
I'm often the one who lets things go unresolved

Yet you choose to be
on the side of me
on the side of me
Yet you choose to be
on the side of me
on the side of me

I'm not too proud of some things
I've done in my life
The skeletons in my closet
Are too big for me to hide

Yet you choose to be
on the side of me
on the side of me
Blessed Charity
You're on the side of me
on the side of me

'Cause everyone needs a friend to hold
when it's cold outside
and there's no place to go
Everyone needs a friend to hold
all alone I cried
there was no place to go
I remember when nobody cared
but you

I'm not the easiest person to love
But you, you've opened your heart to show me what I'm worth

'Cause you choose to be
on the side of me
on the side of me
What a mystery
You're on the side of me
on the side of me

'Cause everyone needs a friend to hold
when it's cold outside
and there's no place to go
Everyone needs a friend to hold
all alone I cried
there was no place to go

I remember when nobody cared
I remember when nobody cared
Nobody cared
But you

Yeah you choose to be
on the side of me
on the side of me

>> i happened to hear this song last year, around august or september if i can remember it right.. and downloaded it then from limewire.. :)
and now, i frequently hear it being played on some radio stations..
haaay.. this song really reminds me of someone then.. after all that happened last year then hearing this song after a month or so.. and then hearing it again now on some radio stations.. whew ano b?? one year na rin pla ang naka2raan.. tama bng maalala k pa na mag one year na rin pla since nangyari un..
i was on my way to cabanatuan yesterday, when all of a sudden 'this song' played on the radio station i was tuned in, made me cry for remembering it again.. kainis!
i hate the feeling when you remember something you really don't want to remember na.. ung feeling na you wanted to bury it na coz it's not healthy na marember pa.. but suddenly, just for some thing unexpected you'd again remember it.. ang hirap ng gnun db?.. this person happened to know everything 'bout me.. my ups & downs.. my actual emotions on a particular day, if im happy or sad.. i can say everything then alam na alam nia.. but for some things na really unexpected na mangyare.. everything nagbago.. as in everything..
yeah, 'a friend will always be a friend'.. pero ang hirap ibalik if sadyang meron na tlgng nabuong scar.. kahit na sabihin pa nating okei na ang lahat, still there's a part of me saying to back off.. parang ang hirap ibalik nung dati.. hnd k alam kng kaya k pa ba.. hndi k alm kng kelan gagaan e2ng nara2mdaman k.. basta i just hope everything will be fine.. but still, i miss the old times.. i miss it a lot.. :( i miss this friend a lot.....

~my "not so toxic" week~ :)

last week, im not toxic as what i've expected.. im stuck in the office for a week.. office, aufmc & school, office, aufmc & school.. dat's just my itinerary for the week.. :) naka2panibago.. hehe.. mas sanay aq s toxic na life.. parang kung hnd toxic, parang kulang ung ginagawa k.. parang feeling k hnd aq nagwo2rk.. hehe, dats how i feel pag tlgng hnd toxic.. dunno, kng gnun din kau.. :) i asked our reps, if im rili not needed in their area for the week, and they all had the same answer.. so far, im not badly needed.. it's good to know na walang problems/concerns s area nMn for the week, but SAD for me kc im stuck in the office tlg.. waiting for the time to reach 5pm para makaalis ng office.. :) hehe..
so dahil tlgng maluwag ang schedule k for the week, i went out with some of my friends after office hours.. :) from monday til thurs, puro aq may lakad after office hours..hehe gala tlg! :D all were dinner and chit chat time.. :) good thing, im now base here in pamp so lucky me.. hehe.. more time to be with my friends and loved ones.. :)
last wednesday, i had dinner with a friend and watched "21".. good movie, i enjoyed watching it.. :)
the next day (thursday), im with the meangurls, but unfortunately we were not complete.. diday was duty dat time.. so, sad for her coz she wasn't there with us.. it was again another bonding time for us, MGs.. the actual plan was we're gonna watch a movie, but since we were earlier for the LFS, we just decided to eat our dinner and have coffee at xtremely xpresso while chatting.. :) spending another quality time with my fab friends.. :)
okei.. so our chit-chats wouldn't be complete if we're not to make kwentos of what our actual experiences for now were.. so we had of course our fun-filled moments again and also had our serious talks 'bout life.. esp. our current lovelife status.. hahaha.. but im not here to mention those things.. :)
my weekend?.. i spent the entire weekend with my high school barkada.. grabe, i missed them a lot.. and it was so good to see them again.. :)
and also for this week, i craved for a lot of foods and had to buy one of course to satisfy my craving.. hehe.. like shawarma, isaw, cadbury topdeck, masapudrida and binanlay.. hay, super naka2taba s office kc puro kaen ang ginawa k while studying.. hehe.. i just wish na hnd aq tumaba ng todo-todo.. i just want to gain weight but not too fat.. hehe.. :)
nweiz, though im kinda depressed for this week for things i'd rather keep to myself nlng and not to mention it here in my blog nlng.. kc bka mabasa p ng mga persons involved.. eh mahirap na! basta felt guilty in a way, but all i did was to be transparent and honest lng.. they've done it on a wrong time and approach i guess.. guys, try to read my mind nlng..hehe..para maintindihan nio ung gusto kng sabihin.. hehe.. bsta un na un!.. :)
o xa, nxt time nlng ulit.. i'l continue watching greys anatomy season 4 na.. im sooo close to the finale part.. and i rili love watching it.. :) bye for now.. XOXO.. :D